YAY!!!!

I got my cast off today!!! it feels so weird. it actually hurts because my wrist is stiff. My muscle isn't as small as i thought it would be but its still small and bony. i'm excited though. I can probably go to wilderness challenge on wednessday, but i can only go on the easy walls and i can't belay anyone but this way i won't have to go twice on my own. I hope all you injured people feel better ;)

Sarah

One Week

Guess what?!?!?! Tomorrow is one week until i get my cast off!! pretty sure i'm excited. Only one more week of taking showers with a bag over my arm and having all the blood leave my hand because i need to keep my hand raised. No more hitting people with it (which was nice at times). and no more people coming up to me asking what happend... i've had it on for 3 weeks... some people are so oblivious. Unfortunately i will still have it on for Rebekah's party in the mountains... which is going to be so much fun. No possibility of snowboarding :( Que triste.

Sarah

PS. I love 4 day weekends!!

Begging and Pleading

Tonight was begging my mom and dad to let me e-enroll at Calvin because i know that's where i want to go. My mom was shocked because she didn't know that i wanted to do it, since I've been telling people I'm not sure yet. She's been telling everyone that I'm going there. i haven't done the Point Loma interview yet and i don't even want to go there. I'm not saying that Point Loma is a bad school (Jillian), it's a great school, but i really don't feel that its for me. When i went to Point Loma for a volleyball game, i felt out of place and felt like a child there. When i went to Calvin, everyone welcomed me and i felt like i was part of them and that i belonged there. I haven't been telling people that Calvin is where I'm going because i feel weird telling everyone until its official. I feel that if i haven't committed to a school, i can't say that I'm going there because things could change. Yes, things could change even if i say that I'm going to Calvin, but i want to start planning the part of my future that i can at this point. My dad doesn't want me to do it because if they see that I'm already planning on going to Calvin, they might not give me as many scholarship money. I don't think that they would look at that but he won't let me do it. Its really frustrating. I haven't even started my homework. I'd better get to it.

Sarah

Music

I've been having problems with music lately. Its not about the words or anything but its just that I'm not really into music right now. And for those who know me well, i thrive off of music. yes i know i quit orchestra and i don't play my bass anymore but i am constantly listening to music and i love singing (even though i may not do it very well). I noticed that i haven't been listening to the radio or my ipod as much. It doesn't help that itunes isn't working and we just got a new computer (with Windows Vista... its new and really cool) and my dad hasn't installed itunes on it yet. I can't listen to a whole song and I'm not really in the mood for any certain type of music. Even now i have my music on but I'm not really listening to it. I don't feel like singing and i feel just blah. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?? The only thing that I've actually listened to is songs from Moulin Rouge which are amazing but seriously its only two songs. this is so frustrating. I've been really bored lately. I've had a fair amount of homework but when I'm done with it i don't know what to do. Of course I've kept up in my shows like Prison Break, The Office, Grey's, Psych, and even American Idol (really dumb), but when they aren't on i don't know what to do because i don't want to listen to music and reading has hit its lull because i just finished my book last night. This is my second round of looking at every one's blogs and going on Facebook and Myspace because I'm so bored. I think part of the reason is because I've been so busy with school and friends that now that i have some down time i don't know what to do with myself. At least I'll be making some money today because I'm babysitting tonight. Its been forever since I've babysat because I've been busy so my sister gets all the jobs. She would probably have a lot more money than me if she didn't spend it the day after she got it. Anyways, maybe I'll start on my homework. or i might go to the library and get Pride and Prejudice. I've always wanted to read it. or Vanity Fair. hmm... well I'd better do something productive.

Sarah